I saw her yesterday night. Right there at my usual chillout spot with a friend. Honestly, my time spent with her there was different and awkward, and it just didnt feel the same anymore. All these started when i got stood up by you and i told myself never will it happen again. I feel that sometimes, people tend to forget their friends once theyve met new ones and, inevitably people do change. Before half my band broke up, my decision to be part of DT always stood rooted on the ground but i guess things changes. My main reason to why i agreed to be DT's drummer was because i felt there was a connection between us all. I mean, we were a new band, new to each other, new to everyone but nevertheless there was chemistry. Right now, half of us are gone and it's been 15 months since the band officially came together. Some of us entered another era of their lives, met new people, and experienced something extra. Things are totally not the same for DT anymore. I hate to say this, but thats the way it is people. Now i dread going for jammings, and it's not coz i hate jamming or that i hate how we sound. I just hate it because the chemistry is no longer there, and relationships between me and DT is shattered.

When youre jamming, writing a song for the first time, and playing with certain people for the first time, all i need from you is patience. What you listen on a raw recording will not sound exactly like how it is live. It is also, impossible to finish a song in a day unless youve really got a concept for it. What am i blabbering?!

As friends, i feel that ive totally lost track with you. Somehow i find it impossible to get back what both of us have lost because when i needed you, i couldnt find you. I dont really have the heart for DT anymore since ive lost friendship with you. Im sick of having to face the same old thing everytime im jamming. It is possible that id walk away.

I saw her yesterday night. Right there at my usual chillout spot with a friend. Honestly, my time spent with her there was different and awkward, and it just didnt feel the same anymore. All these started when i got stood up by you and i told myself never will it happen again. I feel that sometimes, people tend to forget their friends once theyve met new ones and, inevitably people do change. Before half my band broke up, my decision to be part of DT always stood rooted on the ground but i guess things changes. My main reason to why i agreed to be DT's drummer was because i felt there was a connection between us all. I mean, we were a new band, new to each other, new to everyone but nevertheless there was chemistry. Right now, half of us are gone and it's been 15 months since the band officially came together. Some of us entered another era of their lives, met new people, and experienced something extra. Things are totally not the same for DT anymore. I hate to say this, but thats the way it is people. Now i dread going for jammings, and it's not coz i hate jamming or that i hate how we sound. I just hate it because the chemistry is no longer there, and relationships between me and DT is shattered.

When youre jamming, writing a song for the first time, and playing with certain people for the first time, all i need from you is patience. What you listen on a raw recording will not sound exactly like how it is live. It is also, impossible to finish a song in a day unless youve really got a concept for it. What am i blabbering?!

As friends, i feel that ive totally lost track with you. Somehow i find it impossible to get back what both of us have lost because when i needed you, i couldnt find you. I dont really have the heart for DT anymore since ive lost friendship with you. Im sick of having to face the same old thing everytime im jamming. It is possible that id walk away.